Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Hodgkin's Lymphoma (lymph nodes)

What will you do when someone close to you like your boss telling you that he have illness such as cancer? What will be your reaction? how will you comfort him? What will you do to show that you're concern?


My boss just celebrated his 54 birthday last month and its really a shocked to hear that he have cancer, coz he look fine and healthy.

The cancer he having is at 3rd stage. He said to me "it was not bad", 3rd stage is not that bad. Hmm... do i trust his words? NOPE, I know he is worried, it show on his face. How can I help him, how can I show to him that I care of what happening to him?

I really don't know how to react and how to help him to ease his pain, I really don't know what to expect when he will start doing his chemotherapy. I know it will not be easy, chemotherapy itself its pain.

I pray that GOD will give him courage to continue and fight for his life. I feel really sad. I will do my best to help him in office matter.

Now, I know why that he always having back pain and lately he was suffering badly, it was actually the symptom of cancer. The result report mentioned about "Hodgkin's Lymphoma (lymph nodes). I read the report and I surfed the net to find what it said about "Hodgkin's Lymphoma".

Symptoms

Patients with Hodgkin's lymphoma may present with the following symptoms:

  • Night Sweats
  • Lymph nodes: the most common symptom of Hodgkin's is the painless enlargement of one or more lymph nodes. The nodes may also feel rubbery and swollen when examined by a physician. The nodes of the neck and shoulders (cervical and supraclavicular) are most frequently involved (80-90% of the time, on average). The lymph nodes of the chest are often affected and these may be noticed on a chest radiograph.
  • Splenomegaly: enlargement of the spleen occurs in about 30% of people with Hodgkin's lymphoma. The enlargement, however, is seldom massive and the size of the spleen may fluctuate during the course of treatment.[6]
  • Hepatomegaly: enlargement of the liver, due to liver involvement, is present in about five percent of cases.
  • Hepatosplenomegaly: the enlargement of both the liver and spleen caused by the same disease.
  • Pain:
    • Pain following alcohol consumption: classically, involved nodes are painful after alcohol consumption, though this phenomenon is rare[7].
    • Back pain: nonspecific back pain (pain that cannot be localized or its cause determined by examination or scanning techniques) has been reported in some cases of Hodgkin's lymphoma.
  • Systemic symptoms: about one-third (⅓) of patients with Hodgkin's disease may also present with systemic symptoms, including low-grade fever; night sweats; unexplained weight loss of at least 10% of the patient's total body mass in six months or less, itchy skin (pruritus) due to increased levels of eosinophils in the bloodstream; or fatigueB symptoms; thus, presence of fever, weight loss, and night sweats indicate that the patient's stage is, for example, 2B instead of 2A[8]. (lassitude). Systemic symptoms such as fever, night sweats, and weight loss are known as
  • Cyclical fever: patients may also present with a cyclical high-grade fever known as the Pel-Ebstein fever[9], or more simply "P-E fever". However, there is debate as to whether or not the P-E fever truly exists

Lymphadenopathy is a term meaning "disease of the lymph nodes." It is, however, almost synonymously used with "swollen/enlarged lymph nodes"

About Lymphoma
Lymphoma is a general term for a group of cancers that originate in the lymphatic system. The lymphomas are divided into two major categories: Hodgkin lymphoma and all other lymphomas, called non-Hodgkin lymphoma (NHL). The prefix "lymph-" indicates their origin in the malignant change of a lymphocyte and the suffix "-oma" is derived from the Greek suffix denoting "tumor." About 53 percent of the blood cancers that occur each year are lymphoma.

Hodgkin lymphoma was named for Thomas Hodgkin, an English physician who described several cases of the disease in 1832. Hodgkin lymphoma will represent about 11.1 percent of all lymphomas diagnosed in 2008.

About 74,340 Americans will be diagnosed with lymphoma in 2008. This figure includes approximately 8,220 new cases of Hodgkin lymphoma (4,400 males and 3,820 females), and 66,120 new cases of NHL (35,450 males and 30,670 females).

Lymphoma results when a lymphocyte (a type of white blood cell) undergoes a malignant change and begins to multiply, eventually crowding out healthy cells and creating tumors that enlarge the lymph nodes or other parts of the immune system.

Lymphoma generally starts in lymph nodes or collections of lymphatic tissue in organs like the stomach or intestines. It may involve the marrow and the blood in some cases. Lymphoma may spread from one site to other parts of the body. Lymphocytic leukemias originate and are most prominent in the marrow and spill over into the blood. They occasionally spread to involve the lymph nodes.

Here are the following link.

http://www.leukemia-lymphoma.org/attachments/National/br_1215006541.pdf

http://www.leukemia-lymphoma.org/all_page?item_id=7030

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hodgkin_disease

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lymphadenopathy

The 1st shop of Coffee Prince

Another hobby of mine is watching drama. Recently I have watch 3 Korean dramas that are "18 vs 29", "The 1st shop of Coffee Prince" & "Full House". Among all these three dramas, I like Coffee Prince the most.

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I like the main characters Eun Chan & Han Kyul. Both them are really good actress & actor. The 2nd hero is quite nice too. What best about this drama, everyone have their own personalities. I like Hank Kyul's style..his appearance is really cool, all the dress that he wore was nice. Simple but elegant. I like the way he showed his love. I really love his character. The type of heroes I like ...both heroes in this movies are just the kind of my guy..lol

I think I fell in love with the heroes coz they're the "BUDDY TYPE", don't have to be formal but casual among them. :) Here are some picture of the main character.

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This drama series really bring back nice romantic comedy that I love to watch. I did not get bore watching it repeatedly. The movie bring back smile to my face. I like their relationship - buddy type.. sweet type hahaha u must watch to understand what I'm saying. I enjoy the movie very much that every time when I think about it, it make me bring smile to my face. Will watch the drama again.

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The cast :-

The synopsis :-

The life of Go Eun Chan (Yoon Eun Hye) is not easy; she works many jobs to pay off debts and even gave up her feminine image. Choi Han Kyul (Gong Yoo) is the heir of a big food company, but his grandmother wants him to settle down, so she arranged many dates for him. After Eun Chan bumped into Han Kyul and was mistaken for a boy, Han Kyul decided to hire Eun Chan to be his gay lover in order to avoid the arranged dates. Desperately in need of money, Eun Chan had no choice but to accept. Han Kyul's grandmother also made Han Kyul in charge of a filthy coffee shop in danger of being bankrupt. Eun Chan begged to work at the coffee shop, and not long after, feelings start to spark, except, how would Han Kyul accept his "homosexuality"? Coffee Prince Video Clip

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This drama series is very entertaining. You will never get bore from the 1st series till the end and will wish the drama will not end. I read somewhere that they going to continue the 2nd season, but the main character gong yoo is now joining military service till next year.

You can watch the movie at youtube or mysoju if you don't have the cd. Happy Viewing. Trust me you will laugh and feel alive with this drama.

This is the link :- http://www.mysoju.com/the-1st-shop-of-coffee-prince/episode-1/part-1/

What about Now?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ylgchWR-Ig

My latest favorite song.....its really nice song..the singer is Daughtry..u can listen it at youtube. I like the lyric and of coz the way he singing.. love it! The video clip is also nice.

Shadows fill an empty heart

As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Hari Raya's Eve at Jalan Masjid India

Photo taken at Semua House.. Malam Raya, terlalu sibuk, jalan berhimpit-himpit. Tak sesuai untuk bawa anak2 kecil. Harga memang murah tetapi choice limited. Jalan jam ramai sangat yang parking kat tepi jalan, sedangkan parking kat maju junction baru jer RM3, keretapun selamat kat dalam tu, takder terperangkap dalam jam.

Anyway we got good bargained for some item such as "Samping", "Baju Kurung", "Baju Melayu". Baju Melayu kain kapas yang my brother pakai, dapat discount, Harga RM140 dan samping tu dapat RM50.



Beside that, tudung my sister pakai...dorang panggil "tudung senget"..sangatlah laku kat masjid india nie..kalau good quality RM15. Ada yang jual RM15 dapat 2 tapi quality material dia berbeza sangat.

Kuih Raya dari harga RM20 satu bekas dropped terus RM1 satu bekas....

It was raining on that day, but lucky for us, its rain when we reached at the parking space. If you ask me will I go again next year... my answer will be YES!.

I just hope that parents with small kids will consider their kids safety, not to bring the kids especially at nite.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

If You're Gone





Matchbox 20 -If you're gone w/lyrics

I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone
I think I'm finally scared now
You think I'm weak - but I think you're wrong
I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
But now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - I think too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

If you're gone - maybe it's time to come home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the room just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need - more than you mind

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - that I know too much
I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling

If you're gone - maybe it's time to come home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - do I talk too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

If you're gone - maybe it's time to come home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you


One of my favorite song. Enjoy...


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Thursday, September 18, 2008

The Great Pretender

You can fool some of the people all of the time, and all of the people some of the time, but you can not fool all of the people all of the time.
Abraham Lincoln, (attributed)
16th president of US (1809 - 1865)

What is so special to pretend to be someone they are not? I wonder why they like to do that and they usually over exaggerate the story to make us believe their stories. They always pretend to be someone who is famous, rich, smart, popular, sick or special.

Is it because of low self esteem? What pleasure they will get by pretending to be someone else? I think on the internet maybe 1out of 10 will pretend to be someone they're not. If the purpose to make friendship, it will dishonest friendship to start with. Don't they know that one lie leads to another lie?

Refer to this link below how recognize them.

credit to :- http://www.helium.com/items/642522-online-fakers-recognizing-people-who-misrepresent-themselves-on-the-internet

Quote from the above website " It is fun often role playing as someone else or dreaming that you were different, but in the end, you are still who you are no matter what."

By the way, to hide or to keep secret of personal life is totally different from pretending to be someone they are not.

Let me share this interesting Poem:-

One Lie Leads To Another Lie

By so called reputable people we so often are misled
And one lie leads to another lie as we often have heard said
And to cover up for one lie another lie you must tell
'Tis a thorny path to heaven but an easy path to hell.

One lie leads to another lie that always is the case
Your first lie for deception and your second to save face
And when you are faced with the truth the truth you will deny
And to lie to you comes easy so you tell another lie.

One lie leads to another lie if what you say is untrue
Then another lie you must tell and your lies won't stop at two
But the truth of guilt will free you though the truth can be hard to speak
And to lie is always easy and 'tis easy to be weak.

Look at ex President Bill Clinton to millions of people he lied
When his affair with Monica Lewinsky in public he denied
Had he told the truth in the first place of guilt he would have set himself free
But he took for him the easy option and he lied quite easily.

One lie leads to another lie and to more lies that will lead
And to cover for the lies you've already told a good memory you need
And though the truth at times is hard to speak the truth will serve you best
For the truth will always ring true in a lie detector test.

Francis Duggan

credit to : http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/one-lie-leads-to-another-lie/

Sunday, September 14, 2008

What is Important in Life?

Life full with supprising!

Sometimes it is a good surprised and sometimes it is not. Today, I learned that it is not only me who having big problem in this world. Never be greedy or self-centered. God is fair, everyone has their own problem, it is just a matter of whether you like to share it with someone else or not.

Like me, I like to keep it secret, I don't really like to share with anyone else. When I said anyone else mean not even my family or my best friend.

The thing is in life, we must keep fighting keep our determination to reach the goal. we must do it.

Aja Aja... fighting!

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